When i go to work or school, both of which i can barely do, i start thinking of my self worth, and i have so many doubts, my mind won't shutup. I get angry at people in my head that shrug me off or don't act kindly to me. I start aruging in my head between right and wrong, making a decision with how i should be treating a person, I don't know how to stand up for myself, or let my presense be known. I feel so weak and helpless that i shutdown. I want to just shout and scream but i ######## hold it in and it eats me up. I don't understand why everyone can't see what a kind and good person i am. i just wish this pain was all over, and i could be content with who i am.
