I've registered to the dating section of this site. No luck yet, I guess because it's new, I don't know. I have no matches and I don't want to change them, I should be picky.
The sooner the better. I'm feeling heartbroken. I can't seem to stop thinking about my ex boyfriend. I am listening to everyone who tell me to leave him completely, there are other men to explore. I've read an article on how to deal with a breakup, it seemed kind of harsh.
I know I will get over it, I mean, that is what people say. I'm longing for him longer than the days I was with him. I can write a list of the things that I didn't like about him, but the important part of him overwelms the parts I don't like. In other words, I can't see anything, any reason, why I should be mad at him. When I was with him, I felt like I was alive and my life was going to be happy forever. There was never a moment when I thought he wasn't the one.
The reason: On the last phone call he told me that he wasn't ready for a relationship and that he also felt like him and I weren't made for each other. He also felt like he wasn't good enough for me, I am so amazing to him and he still thinks I am. He lives 100 miles away now for school.
I was waiting for him, but I'm getting the hint that he never did loved me. I need to move on I guess.
