Hi there i have an upcoming trip to Melb, on the 22nd..I'm really freaking about it..I havnt flown in 15yrs or left my area in 5yrs , I planned it 4months ago thinking i could do it, i mean i think i can but i feel violently ill about it, I'm just hopeing i dont spin at the airport...

part of me wants to cancel , part of me wants to see my friend, any advice prior to going besides get wasted jk...