OK, I'm at work and realizing that I'm not alone in feeling like I can communicate with someone as long as they start the conversation but then I have problems keeping it going (unless talking about family). I have a fear of saying something stupid and usually I prove myself to be right and at the wrong time.
I feel like I'm ready to get out there and make some friends but I'm not ready for rejections yet and as a matter of fact I'm terrified of rejection which is why I keep to myself and I shouldn't do that.
It would be nice to get together with people and just chat over dinner or taking walk. Why do I feel like this is a dating add, I have no idea.
ugh... when will i ever learn???
