So my anger turned into depression. I am going through things that I don't want to go through. Stuff is going wrong with my van, my daughter can get more cavities if I don't watch out, I have to find new glasses, cause I don't want to drive 3 hours in the night again without them. Just the not knowing is killing me. I need to know what is wrong with my van and when will it be fixed. I need to know that I will have glasses to wear on my trip. I can't think of anything else. Why can't I? Everyone tells me that I focus too much on stuff. I know that may be true, but I can't help it. I hate to have busy days that are filled with appts and meetings. Just like I did today. I feel like everything is coming down on me and I can't do anything about it. Like they say, When it rains, it pours.
