so i went to church today- i made my sister go with me because the place is huge- like over 3,000 people go there or something. i signed up for the small groups program there- they meet about once a week. i feel good about it and hopefully i won't be too anxious to go to the groups. i guess there are like 15 different ones to choose from, so i hope that at least one of them will work out. speaking of, i haven't joined a gym yet but that's the next goal that i have, and to get a 2nd job so i won't be sitting around during my free time. hopefully i can keep my anxiety in check and keep busy.