so my last blog was kind of my intro i guess. it's funny how a year can change you. i'm very cautious now i think- sometimes overly cautious, but i'm starting to branch out again. haven't really left the house much this year except to go to work, now i'm able to finally go to the store again instead of ordering every last thing online- bought my first mocha this year on the day before christmas- i was actually proud of myself for going into the shop- i used to work at a coffee shop and missed it so much. thinking about buying another car soon, which will help because then i won't feel anxious about driving my old one, and would like to join up with a group at a church i heard about so i can get out at least once a week or so. maybe i'll join a healthclub too and try to work off the extra 5 i've gained from sitting around. at least my meds are in check now, i'm able to sleep better now.