Feeling very lonely tonight (like usual). I'm going to be 25 in a little more than a month and don't really have anything to show for it. People I went to high school with are getting married, starting families, having kids. Meanwhile I have yet to even date or even kiss a girl. There's no hope or prospect of this changing. I'm never in any situations where I could meet anyone, and even if I was I'd just have an anxiety attack. I see couples everywhere and it just reminds me. I hate it. Its especially bad now that its the holidays. Everyone is being happy and enjoying each other's company, and I have nobody to spend it with. Everyday I'm just getting older...
I stopped going to my therapist. He was a waste of time, just like all the previous therapists. I am done bothering with them.
