so tired of seeing people leave, what is this any way, just an escape, a moment of support, of hugs, of attention. so tired of this drop , I wish I could leave this SA, I would be fooling for avoiding , for denial, that this isn't good enough, taking a chance on what I could be, to be good to me. why so simple, so complex to break?so tired of people leaving, such distance, such a cut off, as if everything that was created with high expectations are full of poo.... didn't mean shit, and was a bad waste of time, resulting in what SA has taken away and the absolute feeling of alone....why are people leaving, there has to be something better that we can do, can stay, to not be so departed, so de-attached,instead a carton of mixtures that make SA a block of the same rerun commercials for anti-depressants that now turn into depression,making it a safe acceptance, so many days of rain with this SA, are we ever going to be better as what we are here? so frustrating seeing people leave..