iam suffering many kinds of anxiety. i dont take meds or go to psych,  i can't afford iam suffering for almost 3 years. i find this site and i feel iam not alone. . .

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For a very long time I was depressed that I didn't have a life.

However it never occurred to me that I could just go out and make my own life. I suppose it had soemthing to do with low confidence or whatever but it's becoming more and more clear to me is that there isn't much standing in the way of me finding things to occupy my time.

Now if I could only figure out what I really want to do

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So I just got back from a nice trip with school and when I checked my email I had one waiting there from my boss from 2 days ago. It seems that one of our campers has passed away. :'( He was such a great guy. He really enjoyed camp too. He'd been going to there sooo many years and I'd gotten to know him over the three summers I've worked there so far. I remember he'd always get comfortable after the evening activity and come out to the campfire in his pajamas and robe. It was awesome. I'm rea... Read More

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I'm getting pressured right now to go out to the movies with this guy that I guess likes me. The whole thing is just making me really uncomfortable. I don't really want to go but I think they're going to make me. I do know the guy but I don't feel comfortable going alone with him. I don't really have anything to talk about with him, plus I don't think I like him in that way. I've tried to like him but I can't seem to force it. Last night I was really uncomfortable. He was at our house and was... Read More

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waiting for jerry bro to get out of the house....

we're going to great america! ^o^ hehe it's gonna be waaay AWEsome since at night it goes all Halloween-style.

that's pretty much my favorite holiday(besides christmas). so i'm happy :D

hope everyone's day is good.

and the van's getting started so i'm gonna lose internet....in a minute or so

byeeee!

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