Everything is bad. I cant control my emotions. Yesterday i came home late and my parents said "did you look at the time" I just came back from having an argument with my boyfriend where I almost ran over his foot and almost slammed the door on his hand, so I wasn't feeling to great when I went home. I felt attacked all around...I didn't want another problem, why cant i be left alone! I broke down and cried for nothing. I couldn't contain myself... I didn't even want my mom to touch me...too much stress all at once...Thats my problem, I feel the worst when I feel attacked or when I think people think bad about me.
This has been happening for the past few weeks. I get stuck on a feeling and i cant escape. I cant go back to normal. I rarely cry for no reason, mostly I get angry. I feel like hitting things. I use to have a problem with hitting myself. It came back for a short time not to long ago and gradually went away. I hope it doesn't come back. I left myself a black eye once. I hate when I feel like I don't belong. I convince myself and it makes me feel horrible. I get mad easy with my boyfriend, but its because he has a problem too. He has jeolusy/trust issues which triggers my anger when he accuses me of something, and i know I'm not cheating on him or doing anything to hurt him.
Just a lot of personal stress i don't know how to deal with. I need to learn. 
