So I had one today for Speech. It was 4 minutes long. I didn't totally freak out and start tearing up, so it didn't go that badly. I don't really care about my grade so long as I passed.
But oddly enough, the hardest part of my day was English class. I've got a really blunt teacher who doesn't coddle you...like all other classes, i haven't voluntarily participated in any discussions, but the teacher has called on me a couple times. She made me answer a homework question today...my voice was all quavery and low and husky. Plus, turns out I didn't really address the question. I held it together through class, and then afterwards I went to cry in the bathroom. I'm so ashamed. Why am I so sensitive? All I do is solidify my reputation as someone who's not normal, who can't participate in things, someone to be handed gingerly.
I'm really starting to get sick of people feeling sorry for me. I want to show people that I can handle things*sigh*
