Well, school starts today, I already have homework for my art history class. I hate how nervous I get the firstday of class. It's pointless to get so nervous, I already know my peers and professors....I have some friends there...so why do I panic?! My mom keeps talkiing about how nervous and anxious my grandmother is...I seriously think that whatever I have I got it from that side of the family. My brother has bipolar so there is definitely some genetics behind this. Either way, tomorrow is my first actual day of class... I have two four hour classes back to back...it's going to be a long day. And hopefully I'm not anxious all 8 hours. It give me huge headaches and I'm drained after dealing with everthing. Knowing that I'll go home after class makes me feel better...but it shouldn't be that way. I should feel good sitting in class, not sweating bullets. One of these days, I still have hope it'll go away. I just have to help it. ah well....one of these days...
