I am afraid of who my next girlfriend will be! So afraid that I haven't asked anyone out since my last g/f - in spring....Now that summer is coming to a close I am not sure if I want to stay single or ask someone out.
My mom is pressuring me to get rid of the old memories of the past two girls! And I have gotten rid of most of them!
But this time I want to do it right. The reason I want to do it right is because of the past..learned from major mistakes and so forth. Step one is to find a nice girl that has qualities that I like. I am going to write down all the qualities that interest me! So ?I would know not to go with someone who i have nothing in common with (which happened with my second g/f).
I just feel like I am not ready to do it all b/c it is a lot of time, effort, and money to deal with. Sometimes I do want to date once in a while however the next day i change my mind b/c i want to make it really great.
Not sure if i set the bar too high or whatever...but I do not want to date because i want to make it special...very special and romantic!
- Aaron
