So a few days ago I'm in line getting food.  I get the vegetarian lasagna and this guy behind me says "epic fail".  So I'm listening to him talking to his girl friend.  He says something like "I don't understand vegetarians.  I mean, animals produce carbon dioxide and plants make oxygen, so shouldn't they eat animals?"

As if the reason behind vegetarianism is to prevent global warming *insert eye roll*

EPIC FAIL!

People just like to have an excuse to badm... Read More

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Life at school has been hectic, my depression is acting up again and my grades are slipping. I've just lost my one and only friend which means I'm isolated the entire day. Now, I'm relying on aquintances for companship, which is not working so well. Sometimes if i pray and hope hard enough i'll have someone to  hang out with for a short period or so. Otherwise i'll go the whole day in silence, maybe saying five words or so. Now that I have a few days off I can take a break from school. T... Read More

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Once again I'm back in thearapy. Only this time in secret. I feel I'm unable to tell my parents anything, especially that I have anxiety, the last time i was in counsiling, my parents got quiet everytime i was around, and when we would go somewhere they'd tell me not to say anything about going to counciling. If i were  to tell them i was back in thearapy I don't know what would happen. I don't think I want to know either. And since I'm underaged I can't recieve treatment  without m... Read More

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Okay, so this is my first time writing a blog EVER. I have myspace and facebook and I used to have xanga years ago too but I never really wrote anything personal; mostly because I'm too shy to even write online cause I think no one cares enough to read... but it might be different here, I don't know.
I'm very glad to have found SAF. I actually found it by browsing through links on msn... they were kind of making fun of the site. After browsing through blogs and pr... Read More

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I want to have friends; or at least A friend. I think. I always found having friends was too much work and most of the time I think I'm just better off being alone, but I still get lonely sometimes. Like, lately I've been really wanting to just get laid, but I'm not the type of person to just go meet a random person and sleep with them, so I'd have to make a friend first and I can't do that.

The friends I used to have never understood me. They couldn't understand why I couldn't talk o... Read More

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