Well I made it to the class I wanted to go to! It went better than I had expected. At first, while trying to find the door and the place to meet, I was getting shaky, but then I was okay. Meeting them at first went okay. Then during the class I felt a bit calm, and I didn't really think about people looking at me. So that was good. I ended up having to introduce myself, but that wasn't too bad, even though I didn't really like it. Atleast one other person went before me. I just said "Uh my na... Read More

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16 hours from now I may or may not be at a church. OMG. Ok...so, if I don't feel sick, I'm going to try to go to this class. MY FIRST TIME ALONE SOMEWHERE O_O I hope I make it. Before I go...I'm going to try to not focus on bad thoughts and maybe breathe deeply. I still have the feeling that I'm not going to go though. So, the next blog entry of mine, may or may not be about how it all went. It's hard not to think of bad stuff though, but I'm going to try.

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