So, here's my first post on this site.
I've been using online diaries for 6.5 years, and I couldn't live without them. They have been my "social network" throughout that time, and I have made some wonderful friends over the years. The place I called "home" from August of 2004 until October of 2007 has now been demolished. I am quite glad I only remained on there for the friends I had made and had already lost all faith in it being a decent worthy site. Otherwise I would be devastated ri... Read More
In my early blog, I wrote about noticing the emotions in others. Yet, it seems when I start noticing the feelings and emotions in others, I see it in everyone who face I see, but this is all too tiring. There are too many people, and the myriad maze of unpleasant emotions around becomes too much for me to process or discern. So then in confusion, overburdened with such a predicament I often retreat into solitude.
The complexities, emotions, and feelings of others seem to be difficult,... Read More
Two weeks ago, on saturday the 14th, I decided that I would shop for some clothes(could you really call it shopping when I only purchased two outfits) with the same cousin I went to the movies with. During this activity a part of me felt extremely crummy and embarassed because of course I felt the usual SA symptoms rushing into me like a mad hurricane. Every time I came out of the dressing room(the most dreadful experience of this shopping) with different clothes on, I always felt that EVERYO... Read More
