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The definition of insanity: Doing the same thing over again, expecting different results

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Jacksonville, Florida
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JOB: Smurfett
SMOKE: No
DRINK: Sometimes
RELIGION: Agnostic
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Single
BODY TYPE: Little extra
MEMBER SINCE: 01/05/2008
STAR SIGN: Gemini
LAST LOGIN: 07/17/2008 11:47:43

I'm a big fan of: Design, sewing, photography, pottery/ceramics, jewelry making, psychology, anatomy, astronomy, the beach, film, gardens, architecture, especially castles, archways and columns, listening to my ipod, pain management, making to-do lists, jigsaw puzzles, collecting vintage and new postcards, thrift store hunting, hole in wall joints, live music, pogs (yup, still have em') reading, being swallowed by the big comfy chairs in book stores, blogging, a good pun, sarcasm, goofiness, cooking edible things, making yum yum, lolly gagging, animals, nature, biking, canoing, people watching, strolling, indulging in lattes and other glorius beverages with natures high, traveling, exploring, understanding family, refusing to grow up, being a slave to technology, but embracing nature, all things that sparkle, cute things.


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Comedy, mystery and horror! Psychological thrillers, anything that provokes emotion and thought in general. I tend to gravitate toward the quirky indie films.

What didn't disappoint me: Pans Labyrinth, Bram Stokers Dracula, Cube, he was a quiet man, Dogma, Mall Rats, Clerks, Clerks 2, Foxfire, butterfly effect, fight club, boiler room, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the science of sleep, secretary, hard candy, elephant, love the hard way, amelie, memento, mulhuland drive,lost highway,dead poets society, goodwill hunting, sweet november, forces of nature, breakfast club, goonies, office space, drop dead fred, sunshine, The Last Unicorn (I'm still trying to get the t-shirt that's always sold out) Princess bride....and it goes on...I'm an avid Netflix subscriber. I should be more of a life subscriber.

T.V.

I pay for 70 plus channels, but only watch about 10 and occasionally at that...gotta love Comcast's marketing strategies. If it's on, i'll catch: The Soup, The Colbert Report,The Daily show, South Park, Scrubs, anything on the food network, history, discovery, travel, animal planet, family guy, robot chicken. Oh, once in a while i like to watch UFC, it's like fight club only you get to talk about it! :p Then there's TLC with all the home remodeling/decorating i get sucked into. You know what I miss? Six Feet Under. That was prime entertainment.



Well, it isn't SFU, and it might be better!


Dexter!

Add me on Last.fm.com!









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EVERYTHING...excluding the majority of radio music, rap and most country, which makes me want to spontaneously combust. You should probably let the playlist speak for itself. :)


Milk Run, Fish Bowl, Catcher in the rye, The Portable Dorothy Parker,various poetry by different authors like Poe and Kafka. The most i've read of one author is Michael Crichton. I really liked Time line and Travels. Lately, I haven't picked up more than non-fiction, i should.

07/17/2008 03:45:23
07/16/2008 10:15:23
07/04/2008 10:43:33
05/28/2008 03:59:18
05/24/2008 03:35:47


Florida Meetup, Jacksonville Florida, Tofulicious!, Photography Geeks, Ronald Lovers 24/7









goofy, dry and sarcastic humor
intellect
emotional intelligence
humility
patience
sensitivity
creativity
eyes
lips



most insects
clowns
math
anxiety
crowds
nightmares
daymares (Such as SA & GAD)
egomaniacs
constant self loathers
constant positivity
materialism ( that's not to say i don't like nice things ;)
oblivious people
alot of people

So i suffer from SAD, GAD, and depression to one degree or another on a daily basis. Everyday is a battle in my head.

Currently, I'm trying to look forward and not dwell in the past i can't change. My daily affirmation is this: "Failure is the stepping stone to success" I repeat it in my head like a broken record, it gets me through the day.

Right now I'm looking for work, deciding what i want to finish my degree in, trying to make working out a hobby, reading CBT and overall following the bread crumbs back to where I was a happier person.


Your Social Anxiety Level: 72%


You have high social anxiety.
You have a pretty serious social phobia, and it effects your life more than you may realize.
It's possible that you've made yourself comfortable by avoiding situations you dread.
But don't be fooled - you still probably need professional help.

Are You Socially Anxious?
http://www.blogthings.com/areyousociallyanxiousquiz/




Your Sensitivity Score: 81%




You are an extremely sensitive person. You notice everything.

You've probably been called overly sensitive before, and it's partially true.

Highly sensitive people tend to be highly intelligent. And you just can't turn off that part of you.



Oh, and music is the cheapest therapy i know.











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"What does not kill me, makes me stronger" -Nietzsche

"When someone asks you, A penny for your thoughts, and you put your two cents in, what happens to the other penny?" -George Carlin

"The only good thing ever to come out of religion was the music" -George Carlin

"You're not a beautiful or unique snowflake, you are the same decaying organic matter as everything else. You're perfect. -Fight Club

"When life gives you lemons, squirt the juice in your enemy's eyes!" -Happy Bunny

"Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm." -Winston Churchill

"Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes." -Oscar Wilde




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From: StPatrick317
07/19/2008 06:01:01
Wow, you have alot of stuff on your page. You seem like your doing alot better than before! Surprised to see you don't like people who are always positive. Some of them are actually conscious enough to realize how lucky they are.

Anyways, didn't like that first song about beach screwing, but thats from probably from an extremely religious background. The UFC and Smashing Pumpkins "Today" make up for it.

Excellent page(serious)


From: sean88
07/18/2008 01:45:09
gfunk. i hacked off all my hair =D


From: squirpe
07/18/2008 03:05:41
Hello hello :)
Hope you're doing ok :) I will reply to your huuuuuuge comment (I'm sure it was you who started them ;) over the weekend!

Take care
K


From: Liquidsun
07/17/2008 03:38:43

It's not sad....everyone has their own areas of interest. We try things till we find what we like. Thats what it's all about.


I'm actually going to go to Tallahassee Community College to finish my A.S. and then apply to FSU. I want to go for Physics and Computer Science but I'm sure I'll take an art class fo rthe hell of it :) So, do you like it in Jacksonville? I love Tallahassee! It's so different from down here...ppl are nicer....there's trees and hills. It's great. I'm excited and scared at the same time. I don't want to leave the few friends I have down here but I need to take risks and go after what I want otherwise, i'll regret it, you know?



From: Liquidsun
07/17/2008 03:24:42

LOL. I went in 2000-2001. That would be so funny! I forget who taught the class but I know it was a women :). Why did you move to Jacksonville? I'm moving to Tallahassee in August to go to school. Plus, my family is up there.


How did you guess we might have gone to BCC together? Did you recognize the pic I drew? 




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