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The definition of insanity: Doing the same thing over again, expecting different results

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29 years old
Jacksonville, Florida
United States
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JOB: Looking for work
SMOKE: No
DRINK: Sometimes
RELIGION: Agnostic
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Single
BODY TYPE: Little extra
MEMBER SINCE: 01/05/2008
STAR SIGN: Gemini
LAST LOGIN: 07/05/2008 10:34:40

I'm a big fan of: web design, photography, psychology, anatomy, astronomy, the beach, film, gardens, architecture, especially castles, archways and columns, listening to my ipod, making to-do lists, jigsaw puzzles, collecting vintage and new postcards, thrift store hunting, hole in wall joints, live music, pogs (yup, still have em') reading, blogging, experimental cooking, lolly gagging, animals, nature, camping, biking, canoing, people watching and analyzing, strolling, indulging in lattes and other GLORIOUS beverages with natures high, traveling, exploring, get'n funky on the D floor, refusing to grow up, being a slave to technology, but embracing nature, all things that sparkle, cute things.


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Comedy, mystery and horror! Psychological thrillers, anything that provokes emotion and thought in general. I tend to gravitate toward the quirky indie films.

What didn't disappointed me: He was a quiet man, Mutual attraction, Hard Candy, Elephant, Pans Labyrinth, Fight club, Forces of nature, The science of sleep, Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, The secretary, Boiler room, Drop dead fred, Goonies, ...and it goes on...I'm an avid subscriber of Netflix.

T.V.

I pay for 70 plus channels, but only watch about 10 and occasionally at that...gotta love Comcast's marketing strategies. If it's on, i'll catch Who's line is it anyway, The Colbert Report, South Park, Scrubs, anything food, history, discovery, travel, animal planet, family guy, robot chicken. Oh, once in a while i like to watch UFC, it's like fight club only you get to talk about it! :p Then there's TLC with all the home remodeling/decorating i get sucked into. You know what I miss ? Six Feet Under. That was prime entertainment.

Well, it isn't SFU, and it might be better!



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EVERYTHING...excluding the majority of radio music, rap and most country, which makes me want to spontaneously combust. You should probably let the playlist speak for itself. :)


Milk Run, Fish Bowl, Catcher in the rye, The Portable Dorothy Parker,various poetry by different authors like Poe and Kafka. The most i've read of one author is Michael Crichton. I really liked Time line and Travels. Lately, I haven't picked up more than non-fiction, i should.

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05/28/2008 03:59:18
05/24/2008 03:35:47
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Florida Meetup, Jacksonville Florida, Tofulicious!, Photography Geeks, Ronald Lovers 24/7








goofy, dry and sarcastic humor
intellect
emotional intelligence
humility
patience
sensitivity
creativity
eyes
lips



most insects
clowns
math
anxiety
crowds
nightmares
daymares (Such as SA & GAD)
egomaniacs
constant self loathers
constant positivity
materialism ( that's not to say i don't like nice things ;)
oblivious people
alot of people

So i suffer from SAD, GAD, and depression to one degree or another on a daily basis. Everyday is a battle in my head.

Currently, I'm trying to look forward and not dwell in the past i can't change. My daily affirmation is this: "Failure is the stepping stone to success" I repeat it in my head like a broken record, it gets me through the day.

Right now I'm looking for work, deciding what i want to finish my degree in, trying to make working out a hobby, reading CBT and overall following the bread crumbs back to where I was a happier person.


***Your Social Anxiety Level: 72%***


You have high social anxiety.
You have a pretty serious social phobia, and it effects your life more than you may realize.
It's possible that you've made yourself comfortable by avoiding situations you dread.
But don't be fooled - you still probably need professional help.

Are You Socially Anxious?
http://www.blogthings.com/areyousociallyanxiousquiz/




Oh, and music is the cheapest therapy i know.











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"What does not kill me, makes me stronger" -Nietzsche

"When someone asks you, A penny for your thoughts, and you put your two cents in, what happens to the other penny?" -George Carlin

"The only good thing ever to come out of religion was the music" -George Carlin

"You're not a beautiful or unique snowflake, you are the same decaying organic matter as everything else. You're perfect. -Fight Club

"When life gives you lemons, squirt the juice in your enemy's eyes!" -Happy Bunny

"Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm." -Winston Churchill

"Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes." -Oscar Wilde




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From: FlipFlopCleats
07/05/2008 06:53:30
Thank you!
I'm glad that the crusteating black jelly bean revolution that has infested the coffeehouses of this great land is something you feel passionately about as well! We will not succumb to their goatee growing ways!

I'm actually quite fond of the Tampa area. I think it has a lot to offer{I don't know how much my opinion really counts when you factor in that Im social phobic and don't go out much lol} From what I can see through the peephole in my bomb shelter though, it looks quite lovely!


From: UK_Matt
07/05/2008 05:42:11


Thanks for the welcome!


From: dazanko
07/05/2008 02:39:14
HelLo altrdperception thanx for the welcome


From: fallenstar
07/05/2008 11:53:42
Thanks for the welcome
really like your background.
hope your weekend is going well


From: Piper
07/05/2008 11:50:29


altrdperception wrote:
Welcome!


Hey there - thanks for the welcome.




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