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Looking for Happiness and a Way Out of My Own Prison

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30 years old
Rhode Island
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JOB: College
SMOKE: No
DRINK: No
RELIGION: Atheist
RELIGION: Atheist
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Confused
BODY TYPE: Average
MEMBER SINCE: 03/25/2008
STAR SIGN: Leo
LAST LOGIN: 08/21/2008 08:56:17

listing to music, playing guitar and keyboards, writing songs and messing around in GarageBand, playing video games (Xbox 360, PC, PSP, Nintendo DS), posting on message boards, movies, talk radio

Back to the Future
Ferris Beuller's Day Off
This is Spinal Tap
12 Monkeys
The Fisher King
Brazil
Children of Men
Magnolia
Good Will Hunting

TV Shows:

Lost
The Twilight Zone
Three's Company
The Office (British)

Rush
Marillion
Spock's Beard
Umphrey's McGee
Ben Folds Five
XTC
Explosions in the Sky
Muse
Opeth
Porcupine Tree
Dream Theater
King's X
Phish
King Crimson
Kevin Gilbert
Yes
echolyn
Kansas
Mike Keneally
Primus
Barenaked Ladies
Queen
Pain of Salvation
U2
REM
Savatage
Smashing Pumpkins
Blackfield

... basically anything that doesn't suck. ;)

Here are some videos of songs that are particularly special to me.

XTC - "Dear God"



Marillion - "Don't Hurt Yourself"



Marillion - "These Chains"



Counting Crows - "A Long December"



Rush - "The Pass"



Opeth - "In My Time of Need"







Stephen King
Dean Koontz
Douglas Adams

(don't read as much as I'd like to)

04/06/2008 12:59:16






A sense of humor, intelligence, a love of nature, curiosity about the big questions of life, the universe and everything, a love of music, the ability to rise above the rat race and cut to what matters most in life.

Pettiness, jealousy, materialism, exclusivity, lack of understanding, going through the motions, being artificial and fake, hypocrisy.

My name is Matt and I live in RI. I'm 29 and still live with the parents (I know, that's not a turn on).

I've been taking classes at a community college for a few years working toward a degree in computer programming. I've got about a semester left. Not sure what I'm going to do once I get it, as I'm terrified of work (not because I'm lazy, just afraid of interacting with people).

Overall, I'm not happy with my life at all. Major periods of depression have left me isolated and cut off from everyone for many years. Unfortunately, when I came out of it I realized that I forgot how to interact with people. It's very painful for me to interact with people in social situations now. So I usually just stay home.

I want my life to be something better than this, but I'm not quite sure how I'm going to go about changing it. I signed up here to maybe get some ideas from others who are dealing with the same issues.



Displaying 5 out of 40 comments
From: ProTonicBlue531
08/21/2008 08:29:27
Happy Birthday!!!


From: TorLin
08/21/2008 02:37:18
I am here to wish you
a Happy Birthday!


From: Mechanix
08/21/2008 11:17:42
the antipop primus album?


From: schmoo
08/21/2008 08:17:51
Profile Comments
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Hope you're having a nice birthday


From: shy_girl
08/21/2008 08:03:47



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