I am a 43 year old married lady from Philly.My husband and I have been together for 24 years married for 18 of them this May! I have 3 sons that I love dearly!I love to paint especially sunrises, sunsets and elephants which I have come to love since learning about The Elephant Sanctuary in Tennessee!!I have sold many of my paintings to raise money to support the sanctuary.I love to make people laugh!! I knew something was wrong around the age of 12, but thinking back I was much younger..around 6 years old. I have a very hard time with meeting new people and it takes me a long time to fully trust someone..When I was a child my mother suffered with mental illness my whole life until she died when i was 14... she was on many medications and had shock treatments. My mother was in and out of hospitals and one of my earliest memories was of me and my sister begging her not to leave us...I was about 3 or 4 years old. Another very scary experience was visiting her at the hospital. Seeing the people there was something I will never forget. Because of the things I saw I will not use any medication because I feel the doctors were partially responsible for her early death...my mom was manic depressive and they put her on antipsychotic drugs...something she did not need... which caused her to become very paranoid at times.But it wasn't always bad my mother had good times too and she was very loving to us..even though she was suffering terribly. I am a very loving,caring person. I feel the suffering of others..seeing my mother suffer has taught me empathy....even out of the very bad good can come...
Turn ons
Gentle hands, The beach, sunsets, mountains , thunderstorms, soft kisses
