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Renjuar
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Female
30 years old
Boston, Massachusetts
United States
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JOB: Disabled
SMOKE: No
DRINK: No
RELIGION: No Answer
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Married
BODY TYPE: Other
MEMBER SINCE: 09/04/2008
STAR SIGN: Scorpio
LAST LOGIN: 11/12/2008 11:52:49

Bowling Master
Arcade Champion: spb123
My High Score: 125

All of the arts, photography, computers, movies, education

Psycological Thrillers
Thomas Crown Affair
National Treasure(s)
Rush Hour(s)
Die Hard(s)
Leathal Weapon(s)
Movies with agoraphobic people in them :)
TV:
CSI
The Shield
Court TV
VH1 IQ lowering reality TV (I love NY and Rock of Love, etc.)

Tchaikovsky to Tupac - I love a diverse range of music which includes a deep love for classical piano. I also like gansta rap, hip hop and classic rock and lived through a 5 year period of exclusive speed metal. I don't do heavy metal any more though (it bothers my brain) and country is my least favorite genre.

I prefer to read as much as possible on the internet.






My name is Renee and I am an agoraphobic. (I sound like I'm in an AA meeting! ha ha) I'm classified as a DSMI Panic Disorder with Agoraphobia, Mild-Severe depending on which shrink you talk to... It pretty much includes all anxieties from GAD to SAD. MY GAF DSMV averages around 45-50.

I finally got approved for disability a couple of months ago, though I am also working towards a career in photography. I'm an artist.

I have a beautiful 3 year old daughter and wonderful husband who is very supportive of my hobbies and mental issues. Thank God for him!

My brain is at war with itself. My nature is to be outgoing, loud, fun and crazy. I always want/ed to be the center of attention or the class clown. Mix that with my anxieties and it creates a never ending battle inside of my mind.

I wish I could just be happy being mentally institutionalized but I can't accept it. The lack of acceptance causes depression and it is a forever vicious circle.



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From: evrgrn
11/12/2008 11:10:41
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From: deepestblue
11/12/2008 07:41:34
happy birthday myspace comment
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From: babs
11/12/2008 05:42:47
I hope you have a Great Birthday!

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Babs



From: the_real_solo
11/12/2008 01:23:28


From: TAMPABAY
09/12/2008 02:53:18
Hi thanks for the reply. I am glad to see I am not the only one with that anoying inner voice.



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