I usually watch movies from the action, adventure, horror, fantasy, and supernatural genres. Here are some of the movies I either watched and like:

chonicles of narnia the lion the witch and the wardrobe, willow, legend, never ending story, the matrix(part 1 only), spongebob the movie, oliver and company, all dogs go to heaven, the lion king, james and the giant peach, silent hill(the best movie adaption from a videogame), jacob's ladder, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, misery(so so funny), harold&kumar go to white castle, Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith(the only star wars movie I like), the others, sixth sense

I'm pretty new to listening to music outside of videogames, so I'm no musical fanatic or know-it-all. The reason being is because I was forbidden to hear any form of 'secular' music. But now that I have more free will I have the opportunity to hear that sort of music.

I often listen to music in the rock n roll, pop, reggae-funk, R&B, and techno genres. I rarely listen to gospel because I only like the way it sounds but I dislike what its all about. Here's some of the artists/groups that I listen to:

Coheed and Cambria(my favorite modern-day rock band), GWAR, KISS, Megadeth, Lordi, Six(they scream too much), All That Remains(they do too), Killswitch Engage, Nile(I like what they're about), Men At Work(my 1st favorite 80's reggae rock band), Twisted Sister(my second favorite 80's rock band), Duran Duran(my third favorite 80's rock band), Michael Jackson(the best singer in my book), Sean Paul, Elephant Man, T.O.K, Beenie Man, Armand Van Helden, Freezepop



^^^^^^^^I WANNA ROCK!!!!!!!!!!

Although I did say I like to read, there aren't very many books I can think of listing since I make no trips to any book store. I usually read random things online. The kind of books that I do like are similar to the kind of movies I like. I will also list a few visualnovels(these are interactive choose-your-own-adventure books only distributed in Japan and in online stores that are played on your PC)since they are technically books too. This are the books I have read:

the autobiography of Malcolm X, as a man thinkenth, the lion the witch and the wardrobe(I absolutely love this), prince caspian, the skin i'm in(I hate this book), silver bullet, babe, of men and mice, tsukihime(my favorite visual novel so far), fate/stay night(visualnovel), ever 17: out of infinity(visualnovel), kagetsu tohya(visualnovel)



Here's a clip from my favorite visualnovel, tsukihime. People who don't like to read would find visualnovels to be boring.....

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I am thinking really hard about what I should be typing here because first of all I don't like talking about myself and there's not alot going on with me anyways. See, that right there usually turns EVERYONE off. But I don't care because I'm only expressing the truth.

Anyways, I am a 19 year old African American girl living in the not-so-great city of Detroit, Michigan. Nothing special so far, eh? I live with my mother and 2nd oldest bro(I love them both, they love me, and their the only people I know for certain that don't think I'm strange).I have a good enough set of mental problems that are sadly preventing me from enjoying the outside world. In fact, I haven't left my home since the last visit to my therapist. And guess how long ago that was folks; in March, two whole friggin' months ago! And to think that I could go years staying self-incarcerated in my own home if it weren't for my helpless therapist/doctor appointments.I assume those mental problems I mentioned, if anyone cares to know, are avoidant personality disorder, social phobia, schizoid personality disorder, schizotypal personality disorder, depression and paranoid personality disorder. I don't think I've been professionally diagnosed with these yet except for depression(I'm sure I have these disorders and probably more), so I will request for one during my next fateful visit to my therapist.

Since I allow my mental illnesses to dominate my life I actually don't have much of a life at all. I have a very low self-esteem, no friends except for my 2nd oldest bro and two online people I don't know too well, I am lazy, apathetic, unenthusiastic, I'm unemployed, of course I'm introverted so I feel like a detached observer of the world, and that's really all there is to say about me. The only thing I like about myself is my introversion, that I am somewhat independent, I can easily stay out of trouble by staying away from people, and I'm a proud vegetarian. My life is nothing but pure repetition and redundancy, which should drive any 'normie' out of their friggin' minds.

So I thought coming to a place like this could help me with my problems, but I'm sure it won't cure it.

And thank you for taking the time out of your busy schedule to read about such a pathetic girl.



^^^^^I can get angry like that wolf sometimes.....



This vid is ALL ME!!!! *WATCH IT AT YOUR OWN RISK*

pizza, spongebob, animals(well, some of them), sonic the hedgehog, stuffed animal dolls, the Nintendo Wii, Sony PS3, foster's home for imaginary friends, being alone, family guy, mythology, urban legends, Guitar Hero, Super Smash Bros. series, egyptology, noisy hill(a series of very funny silent hill dubs, which can be found on you tube), slapstick humor(some), dark humor(some), wolves(very glorious specimen indeed), motorcycles(I want an american chopper or a harley but I don't even know how to ride one LOL), being around my 2nd oldest bro and mom(sometimes)



^^^^^^^I wish I could be optimistic like that guy....

any form of rap(especially 'gangsta' rap although I can sometimes tolerate rap rock), anything that Tyler Perry made(only thing I like about his plays and movies is his Madea character), meat(yep I'm a vegetarian like I said earlier), any form and any public place of socializing(I can tolerate online socializing but it does make me incredibly nervous), anything that endangers the lives of animals, hunting, poachers, crime, insects(I think the pray mantis is cool), any t.v. shows or movies that heavily revolve around nothing but school life(especially when its in a high school setting), any talk about sex and romance(this is one reason why I think I'm a schizoid because I find them to be appalling), romance novels, romance movies, romance t.v. shows, romantic songs, or anything else that has alot to do with romance, the life time t.v. channel, robot chicken, religion

Although these things are my hobbies, I don't actually 'enjoy' like I used to. But here they are:

watching spongebob, eating, sleeping, introspecting, thinking, reading, listening to music, playing videogames, fantasizing, you tube downloading things



^^^^^^^^^^Now that's one big bad-looking hog!