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No serious anxiety until I was about 14. Very nasty once it came around. Anxiety has drained all faith out of me. I only believe in my own beliefs now. I don't share another's beliefs anymore. I find it best to only believe in your true beliefs. Outside family, any friends I've ever had are long gone. Bothers me only so much though. I'm optomistic of getting out of this hole one way or another. I prefer to be docile. I can be hyped up, but it can really drain all the energy out of me and be counter-productive. I listen to anyone, and don't judge OUTSIDE reason and consideration. I'm usually the one doing the talking---not that that happens every month; Really doesn't.
Hey, I think I'll talk about one more thing. I absolutely love talking to people. You may notice that I can frequently me the loudest mouth in chat. I'm glad for things to be that way, though sometimes in crowds I do feel a bit muffled out by several talking at once. I don't like talking over people. I just keep quite. Well anyways, to the point. I want people to talk to me. I need people to talk to. If you need someone to talk to, consider giving me an im or to if you have the guts. There's nothing wrong with me, except I may have a little too much energy for some people to handle. I really have noone to talk to, and I could repeat taht a million times. Indeed, so think about it. I usually can't start conversations myself but I try sometimes. lol, I'm rambling so much. But get the idea, alright? Don't leave me in the dark. ty. And no, this isn't a blog, this is about MEEEEEE!
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