Don't be offended if I never reply back to you. I haven't even logged in for several months, and I probably won't again any time soon. I used to sit around being all emo and feeling sorry for myself instead of forcing myself to be more social, but it wasn't until I stopped all the "oh woe is me" crap, started my life over completely, and actually TRIED to have a life outside of the internet that I found any semblance of happiness. Sitting on your computer alone crying to people you've never met about how the world has passed you by isn't going to solve anything. Trust me. I've been there, done that...