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28 years old
South Wales, N/A
United Kingdom
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JOB: Student
SMOKE: No
DRINK: No
RELIGION: No Answer
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Single
BODY TYPE: Average
MEMBER SINCE: 01/02/2008
STAR SIGN: Cancer
LAST LOGIN: 08/31/2008 05:25:07

Not many any more!!!!!! That is something I will amend this year.

I spend far to much time on the computer, playing games and browsing the web and learning stuff(Im addicted to wikipedia).
I also use the computer as a tool of creativity and I am skilled in Photoshop, 3D modelling, animation, digital photography and a wealth of other infomation technologies.

About Me...Name:RyanBirthday:June 1980Birthplace:Cardiff, WalesEye Color:BlueHair Color:Dark BrownHeight:6ft (182cm)Right Handed Or Left Handed: RightShoes You Worre Today:Reebok trainersYour Weakness:My confidence and sense of directionYour Fears:loosing my healthGoals:to make my mother proudThoughts When First Waking Up:oh! another dayYour Best Physical Feature:eyesYour Bedtime:bed = midnight, sleep = 2amYour Most Missed Memory:my familyPepsi Or Coke:neither water plzMcDonald's Or Burger King:neither food plzSingle Or Group Dates:singleWhat Do You Look For In A Girl/Guy:honestyChocolate, Vanilla Or Straberry:all 3Cappuccino Or Coffee:espressoLipton Ice Tea Or Neastea:? peppermintDo You Swear:sometimes, just semanticsAre You Honest:if I can be but their are some white liesDo You Sing:no, never, cantDo You Shower Daily:usuallyHave You Been In Love:think soDo You Want To Go To College:Already in UniversityDo You Want To Get Married:Maybe one dayDo You Believe In Yourself:No very rarely now although I used toDo You Think Your Attractive:fairly, I dont think I am uglyAre You A Health Freak:NoDo You Get Along With Your Parents: I would like to and I try to but have a chequered historyDo You Like Thunderstorms:I used to love them, now they scare me a littleDo You Like The Outdoors:Yes, I wish I could get out moreWould You Like To Visit Another State Or Country:Yes always, I feel I am happiest when travelling although this is questionableDo You Play An Instrument:NoIn The Past Month Have You Drank Alchohol:No...not for about 2 yearsIn The Past Month Have You Smoked:No...not for about 3 monthsIn The Past Month Have You Been On Drugs:No...not since quitting smoking 3 months ago (cannabis)In The Past Month Have You Gone To The Mall And What Is Your Favorite Store:No dont go to mallsIn The Past Month Have You Been Dumped:No never been dumpedHave You Ever Gone Skinny Dipping:YesHave You Ever Stolen Anything:YesEver Been Drunk:Yes, I was a very reckless teenEver Been Called A Tease:NoEver Been Beaten Up:NoHow Do You Want To Die:Peacefully and content that my purpose here is fulfilledWhat Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up:Sensible, respected and loved...or a game designerNumber Of CD's You Own:CDs...a few...its all digitalNumber Of Drugs I have Taken:More than the fingers on 1 hand but less than both handsNumber Of Piercings:None, 1 I had has healedNumber Of Tatoos:1 on chestNumber Of Things In The Past You Regret:15, thats 15 years of regretsBroken Any Bones Or Had Stitches:YesBeen Stabbed Or Shot:NoSlept Untill 12:00 PM:Yes many a timeStayed Up All Night:Yes many a timeTurned Down A Dare:YesWhat's Your Favorite...Beverage (Non-Alc):WaterColor:BlueFood:Fillet steak w. rocket saladItem Of Clothing:Jeans and jumper(any of them)Feature About Yourself:EyesSport:Rugby (watching not playing)Radio Station:StudioBrussels (http://www.stubru.be/) or BBC radio2 (http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio2/)Movie:All quiet on the western frontSong:Evanesance - My ImmortalKind Of Pizza:Vegetarian or SeafoodMonth:Sunny ones (I live in Wales)Would You Ever...Kiss Someone Of The Same Sex:All depends on the personCheat ON Someone You Love:NeverRun Away From Home:NopeLie To Your Parents:Yes, to oftenLie To Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend:Nope always tried to be honestGive A Homeless Person Money:Only to those who earn it; BigIssueRun From The Police/Scuba Dive/Rock Climb/Caving/Camping:No, yes, no, no, yesWalk Out Of A Restaurant Without Paying:yesWhat Do You Think Of When You Hear...Jack:Nothing! as in jack$h!tClown:KrustyUniform:universally similarHott:hot!hot!hot!clunk!...ouch that hurtReal World:grow-upEminem:tolerable depending on moodUnicorn:zebras....I dont know why...both horses maybe
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I like all genres as long as it has a good story.
I enjoy comic book (Sincity, Xmen, batman etc), I love historical adaptations, including war films. I' ve enjoyed chickflicks and kids cartoons before, Im easy going and wont dismiss anytype of film, having said that I'm not to keen on sci-fi or fantasy.


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I like all genres from heavy metal to classical music, Im partial to folk music and rock but really my muscal array is vast and I'll listen to anything as long as I enjoy it. I ll get some music on here soon.


Same as movies especially history and geography books, fascinated with Celtic, Norse, Roman and other European histories.
I enjoy reading an encyclopedia or other reference books as well. I can also spend hours just staring at maps.







Honest, caring and rational people. People who can offer their advice and not their opinion.

Liars & attention seekers. Inconsiderate people. Sheep (people who go with the crowd and cant be themselves). Anyone who ridicules or bullies others. Judgemental people.

I am a quiet placid person, I keep myself to myself and try to be polite and do right by others, sadly I often get it wrong.
I struggle to express myself and will come back and fill the rest of this in shortly............okay back again.....so about me...hmmm.....I am fiercly independant(apart of the anxieties stem from this) and I consider myself well travelled as I used to work as an International Courier and spent a few years driving around Europe, on my last count I'd visited about 40 countries in total. My favorite place has to be the Bay of Biscay and the Pyrenees (SW France/NW Spain) where I have spent many a month. I would of loved to of shared all the experiences with someone but sadly I was in solitude(anxieties again stems from this). Maybe oneday....correction... definately oneday i will do it all again hopefully with a friend.
I am currently at University in Cardiff (Wales, UK)and struggle to control my anxieties, also, I have difficulties with IBS and all combined I consequently struggle with depression.
My life has slowly got to a critical pivotal point, it was time to give-up or get better, I choose the latter, just that decision has made things fractionaly better and my negative thoughts are slowly becoming positive ones. Heres to a happy future!!!!!



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From: sweetgal
03/22/2008 06:58:27


From: Doylesgirl
01/27/2008 05:17:09
yep i know what you mean. i was fogretting what the sun looked like. was worried i would never see it again...lol but yeah it is a mood lifter. wander how long it will last though...


From: Mechanix
01/25/2008 05:00:38
good for you
each day is a victory to be sure
im doing well :}


From: Mechanix
01/25/2008 04:50:06
hi bananas how have u been?


From: Mechanix
01/17/2008 07:48:15
Have a good weekend :}



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