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Hi
Well i don't know when my SA began or how, but i have had this problem for years, it is only in the past couple of years that it has started to affect me.
I've always been a quiet person. Never going out much and just spending all of my time sat at my computer.
My SA became a real issue for me a few months ago when i felt really despressed and like nothing is going my way. I'm sure you've all felt that way sometimes.
I don't feel that way now, however, i accepted to SA and accepted that it is actually part of my indentity as as such i'm not going to overcome it, i don't want to overcome it. Plus i have seen some advantages to being the way i am. Right now i could not be happier.
I do have a few friends, not many though. I don't see them very often, i find too much time in other people's company to be difficult, but i do keep in contact with these friends even if i do only see them once every few weeks.
Currently i am a 4th year student at college and will be joining university in September. I am studying web design, it is my future.
At college i am constantly being pestered to work with other people in groups, this is something i can not do. I am a one man team. I can only produce my best work when in isolation and thats just the way it is.
I did recently try to work in a group on a college assignment but it did not work out. We didn't really see eye to eye because they wanted everything planned out before hand, where as me, i listen to my gut and go with the flow, i act on impulse, not thinking about the potential problems, just dealing with them when they arrive.
My only real interest is football. I am a huge supporter of Newcastle United, so much so that i consider it as a religion and Alan Shearer is the God. I find i have developed a terrific memory of the club, i can remember events from as far back as almost 13 years ago as if they happened yesterday.
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